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BrET13 — What changed, I or the world?
Published: 2010-01-28 16:13:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 10517; Favourites: 454; Downloads: 58
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I didn't plan to do this pic so painful, but it turned so out. The worst is that today is really his deathday.I can not accept his dead.
Anyway, he will live in our heart. We love you, Darling! 
Thank you for all the comments, faves and views!!
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What Changed, I Or The World
That infernal dripping…
Drip…
Drip…
In a long crimson trail that marked my presence…
Drip…
Drip…
Would that damned sound ever stop?
Drip…
Drip…
Apparently not… the dripping was beckoning to those who chased me… to those who thought I was twisted and sick… but how can someone… who only picked up that book for the good of humanity… be considered the sick and twisted monster I am?
It just doesn't make any sense…
I am god… I am righteous… I am the divine judgement…
But, apparently not…
This world was meant to be mine… was meant to be full of only the true of heart and worthy people… but now… it'll never get to that stage… not without its god that is…
Drip…
Drip…
I wonder… I wonder if it would have been different, if someone else had picked up the book… would they have seen it as a method of destruction or a tool to aid in the cleansing of the world… or would they take one look at it and run. Those are the questions I want answered… if I am to die like this than I want answers…
Drip…
Drip…
These streets are so familiar… as if I'd walked them before… before I'd picked up the book… that's right, it's the path back to my house from my college… the place where it all started… huh… how ironic… I'm walking the same path I walked when I'd started my journey… and now I was walking the same path to end my journey…
Drip…
Drip…
Very few people take this rout as I remember… only I and a handful of other people did because, well, there wasn't much to see compared with the more scenic route through the city… I think I did it because there was time to think and to unwind from the expectancies of the school… it used to be my only escape from those so called friends… teachers… my parents… and when I found the book… I never took the route again… probably because I was god and god didn't have time to unwind or escape from his world…
Drip…
Drip…
Who is that? There is someone approaching… he's holding a black book, looking intently at it not bothering to look up… this must be a chosen route for someone else as well… he looks so relaxed but perplexed at the book in his hands, I wonder, is it his homework or assignment… or is it some poor person's journal? Well whichever it is he is concentrating hard… then he's snapped out of it by my shoulder making contact with his own… his eyes snap up with hints of annoyance in them ready to glare at whoever had broken his concentration with the book… then they widen as I pass… his brown eyes take in my bloody form… I give him the briefest of glances…
Drip…
Drip…
He looks just like I used to… brown hair, brown eyes, a tan jacket over dark pants with a white shirt and a red tie… the personification of a good student… he looked so much like me… except he was carefree and more worried about upcoming tests than the well-being of the world.
Drip…
Drip…
What the hell? Who was that guy? He… he was… bleeding! I stared at the guy noticing the similarities between us. He had brown eyes, brown hair, a dark suit with a white dress shirt and a black tie… just like I think I'd look in a few years' time… but he's different… he has an air of surrender… as if he's been through too much and now he's finally broken. He doesn't pause though he does throw the briefest of glances over his shoulder and meets my eyes for a fraction of a second… just for me to realize… he is me…
Drip…
Drip…
The kid is just staring at me now… as if I hold all the answers in the world... but I pay him no attention, just keep walking. When I've left him behind I come into sights with an abandoned warehouse… its doors are open and inviting, it's big and cavernous, and the police won't find me… so I go inside…
Drip…
Drip…
I forgot about the trail! Of course they'll find me… they'll find me and drag me back to jail where I'll rot for my 'crimes'… I see a staircase and limp feebly over to it… fine, let them find me, I've already given up anyway…
Drip…
Drip…
I hear their footsteps as they approach… they'll find me any moment now… all I have to do… is wait.
Drip…
Pain…
My eyes widen as the searing pain takes over my body, it spreads from the centre of my chest… my heart… damn it… forgot about the conditions of that book… if pick it up and use it… then I die by the original owners hand…
And it's all because of that stupid book…
If I hadn't picked up the book, would I still be here? Or would I be happily studying to be a detective like my dad? That thing corrupts… I w=saw it in the face of that boy I passed before… he was so perplexed at the same stupid book clutched in his hands… but it would be his downfall…
Ba-boom…
Ba-boom…
My heart was slowly and painfully shutting down… I could feel it as it turned my body against me… is this what those people I killed felt? Did they feel this same pain that seemed to go on forever?
Ba… boom…
Ba… boom…
I stare uselessly at the ceiling and I hear the footsteps stop as they enter the building… obviously following the trail I laid out for them…
Ba… boom…
Ba… boom…
Silently I sat there watching as my sight turned tunnel and my breathing was laboured… this was it…
Ba… boom…
Ba…
My eyes slowly closed for the last time as my body shut down… and I couldn't help wonder…
What changed… I… or the world…
Boom…
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Comments: 157
The world changed for the better, Light for the worse. Although, the world ONLY changed for the better BECAUSE of Light's change, so...
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I swore Light passed himself (the original non Kira) while he was running to the other warehouse!
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This is amazing, it really shows how everything can change if you make the wrong decisions.
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I feel like crying now after reading the story
Its so sad and beautiful
Also the artwork is amazing
I am lost for words to explain how much i love your art.
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D'aww I'm flattered... >///> Thank you so much for your compliment!! <3 Oh and the favs and the watch too! You just made me happy. ;u;
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That was amazing. The art and story made were both amazing.
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Is it based on this picture? >> [link]
Just curious
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his death day in anime wont be untill 2013 jan 28th so thest all get ready for that date
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oh my god, that fanfic was totally epic with the picture.
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Wow, I am so glad to see this has gotten this popular 
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This. Is. Just. BREATHTAKING! The shines in the hair... The colors... The composition... I could write a paragraph about the beauty of any one of them. But I'll keep it short and say only that this is amazing. You are an amazing artist. I could stare at this all day...
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Well, I guess I had a corresponding mode to this piece... ;-; Thanks a lot!
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BEST. FANFIC. EVER! Thank God that I'm alone in my room because I'm crying right now. 
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Yeah... I'm glad you think so.. ;w;
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here's the fan fic I said I'd write... now just one more! [link]
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I'm not a Light fan (at ALL), but this is beyond epic. Beautiful, and breathtaking.
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Aww! ;///; Thank you so very much!
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I love this. <3 I liked the ending, then again I didn't. :c but it was sad either way. and I think I liked the anime's ending better..in the manga, he just kept screaming "I DON'T WANNA DIE DDD:" then ended with "D-...Damn it...". ;_; I think the anime's ending did it better justice, but hey, that's just my opinion. x3 anyways, amazing job--I faved. c:
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Yes, I absolutely understand you~ I like anime's ending better as well, I hate manga's ending T____T
Aww thanks very much! ;w;
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No problem. :3
and yay, someone who agrees. :3
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Kira died that day, but Light lived on. Light was a good guy, but Kira used that to take over Light. Kira won, for awhile, but in the end Light beat Kira. Light now rests in peace with L. While Kira rots in the shinigami realm.
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...;w; This is a very nice idea, I like~ ^^
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Thanks! Its just my opinion on how I see Light-kun and Kira.
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Nicely done. That was a touching moment (with great music), when he met his younger, innocent self. But I am glad Kira is gone.
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Yeah, that was~ Thank you
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Light's a dick, but I adore your art!! It's a very interesting take on Light's feelings through out Death Note . ..
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OMG OMG OMG emotional breakdown!!!! OMFG im like crying!! D':> this is great!! but sad!! but great!!
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I`m so very upset now why why you`re die?You not deserve this
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Oh I love this scene, and in fact I wasn't even happy or sad, I had no feelings at all:[ And u drew it very cool:3
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I don't like this scene. I really don't. I can not stand to see this... T________T
Thank you! And thanks so much for the watch!
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Welcome!^_^ U are really good!:>
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